Another Friendship Pain & Sorrow

I may advice you to leave this blog immediately and stop reading the following post, for i assure you it will bring your mood down.

So how did i end up typing this post to you in Salmiya in Columbus Cafe in Marina Mall after walking for half an hour at 8:36pm instead of going to Caribou Coffee in a car and having some good time maybe with some friends in Al-Raya in the City? I took the driver and went to the hair stylist, on my way one of my friends calls, and he's been bad to me somehow, and i don't wanna say that to him so i just ignore the phone call, later on at BOSS the driver calls saying that my mother asked him not to pick me up cause i should have gone in my car, and she takes the car from him, so I'm stranded in Salmiya, i call some friends, two of them, the first was the one i ignored earlier, and he was mean like always, saying things like "yea I'll call you later on today" when he ends the conversation and then ends up not calling me, i don't know maybe it makes him feel satisfied or something, then my other friend asked me where i was i said "I'm in Salmiya" then he says "Alright take care" and that's it, so i walked from BOSS at the head of Salmiya to Marina Mall at the end of Salmiya with my laptop in my hand, i can't waste time on the streets, so i went there, i walked and walked till i reached my destination and here i am, my mother is mad at me and left me stranded here, my friends gave up on me and have been so mean, and I'm all alone in Columbus cafe, posting on my blog on a Wednesday night in Marina Mall, i want a hug.

9 Cats And A Sandwich

I had my breakfast while watching anime (Japanese Cartoon). Then i went to the aquarium, where i fed nine cute cats, two cats broke my heart, the one who couldn't see because her eyes where turned into the inside of her eye socket, and the other was a baby cat. I managed to feed them both, the other cats tried to take away their food but i scared them off.

People were staring, a tall guy feeding cats and playing with them, my hight doesn't suit my character, sometimes i have to act up to look
normal.

The thing that makes me feel bad about my self is that i keep going out alone, some guys ask me to hang out with them but they're not my type, I'm looking for the friends of a lifetime, i don't want to miss-pick my friends and suffer what i suffered before from my old friends.

I went back home and went to see mom, she started criticizing me as always about not coming to see her, the irony is that the way she spoke was the reason, and she asked me about school and exams, little does she know that i didn't go to any of my finals, i told her I'm finishing the finals tomorrow, if they ask me about my report paper I'll just say that i lost it. If you don't know me yet, i have to tell you that i hate school so much, I've been going there for 6 years and i have just reached my limit.

About Blake Benji

This Kuwaiti blogger was supposed to graduate 2 years ago from high school, but he still has one year left, and the most annoying thing to him is avoiding a clash with his family about it by keeping everything a secret, his friends betrayed him, they look down on him, so he seeks revenge for what they did, because they are part of the reason why he failed the first time, and why he lost it all, he wants to become a rock star but his friends tell him that he'll never make it and laugh at his songs and his dreams, he's got many dreams, but non of them can be accomplished if he doesn't first find the friend of a life time, and get a great income from his internet business in order to have the budget to accomplish all his dreams and fulfill his revenge on his enemies.

As truthful as possible,welcome to my blog, my everyday life log.